Late fall came and went with a depressing lack of progress, not only in chemistry and enzymology, but in all the labs. Failed experiments, equipment losses, recalcitrant vendors, unverifiable results, artifacts, squabbling, jealousy, frustration, impatience, rage—all took their toll. It was as if the company had a virus, a malaise, that worsened with each pass. Six months earlier Vertex had run a T-shirt design competition, won, amid suspicion that business had again hijacked science, by Aldrich. On the back, the shirts said: “We don’t leave success to chance.” Now, though some of the scientists still wore them to work, a darker sensibility prevailed. “I’d rather be lucky than smart,” moaned Navia, only half-joking and still stuck in the search for heavy atoms. “What’s our credo?” Thomson asked Moore, leading a familiar call and response. Grunted Moore, borrowing a response from Murcko: “Grief! Pain! Angst!”